A Drinker's Diary Einleitung des Episodenwerkes: A Drinker's Diary

  - Einleitung
  - Kapitel 1: Thoughts with alcohol
  - Kapitel 2: Thoughts about alcohol
  - Kapitel 3: Thoughts about alcohol
  - Kapitel 4: Thoughts with alcohol
  - Kapitel 5: Thoughts with and about alcohol
  - Kapitel 6: Thoughts with alcohol
  - Kapitel 7: Thoughts about alcohol
  - Kapitel 8: Thoughts with alcohol
  - Kapitel 9: Thoughts about alcohol
  - Kapitel 10: Thoughts about alcohol
  - Kapitel 11: Thoughts about alcohol
  - Kapitel 12: Thoughts with alcohol
  - Kapitel 13: Deterioration
  - Kapitel 14: Gedanken mit John an meiner Seite.


Anmerkungen des Autors:
Inspired by Jack London's "John Barleycorn" or "Alcoholic Memoirs"
A path, which may suddenly end, to understanding an alcoholic.
Copyrights remain with the author.


Once there was a time
When I knew how to dream
When hope still lived in me
And even the slightest scheme
Was acceptable as mine

All I have for a dream today
Of others or born in my mind
Is a cynical painful smile
When it can not be defined
Or at least outlined the way

And now I\'m looking around
For an irrational gleam
In this cold, burned reality
I\'m dreaming of a dream
But it cannot be found.